This book had enriched my life lol. Where has that author been my whole life?! Had this book around 99% smut? Yes. Did it bother me? No. This whole boThis book had enriched my life lol. Where has that author been my whole life?! Had this book around 99% smut? Yes. Did it bother me? No. This whole book was so well written, the amount of sex that we had here, somehow didn’t made it overwhelming. I loved this forbidden story, I loved the plot and I loved they whole daddy/boy dynamic. For me was it perfection! And I really really hope that this author will write more in the future, because I definitely crave more. ...more
„Don’t you want to be happy, Ace?” And because he was my best and only friend, I said, “I don’t know. I don’t remember what it feels like anymore.“
Two„Don’t you want to be happy, Ace?” And because he was my best and only friend, I said, “I don’t know. I don’t remember what it feels like anymore.“
Two grieving men find comfort and peace in each other. It was heavy ….it was deeply emotional, angsty but also hopeful.
When it comes to Archer his pain and grief was so unbelievable raw written that it made myself choke a few times. I‘m not really a sensitive person but the writing style here really got me. I can’t describe.
Archers whole story made me sob, he was so damn lost and hurt on the edge of giving up that I just wanted to put him in my bag and keep him safe. As Mallory started to get involved into Archers life, things turned for the better and I was never more happy. But it wasn’t a easy ride for both of them, they found each other, hurt each other and found back again to each other. But that only proofed the sincerely of their feeling for each other.
The dynamic between Mallory and Archer was so freeing and made everything feel so light. They freed each other other from their dark places, wanted them to get better.
„I feel so light. Like maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel.” “There is.” I kissed the top of his head. “And if there isn’t, I’ll dig a way out for us. Because I’ll be wherever you are. Now and forever.“
I also have to say that Archers friend/Mallory’s son was absolutely the best. He was so supportive and never gave up on Archer. All he wanted for him was to be happy there was nothing more than what he wished for him.
But I have to say I have something that kind of bugged me. It’s just maybe I have expected too much in the end but as i started that book it really had me in its chokehold but as soon as the drama between Archer and Mallory was caused and went on, it took me out of the story. And I wasn’t really able to feel the same for it as I did in the beginning. But I guess that’s just a me probably here....more
**spoiler alert** I‘m struggling a little bit here, don’t get me wrong I enjoyed this book A LOT! But there were certain things that annoyed me during**spoiler alert** I‘m struggling a little bit here, don’t get me wrong I enjoyed this book A LOT! But there were certain things that annoyed me during the end. Okay so first Abe’s wife for real gave me the chills sometimes, I mean how can you go to an 19 year old boy and tell them to sell yourself and stuff help?! We won’t talk too much about Emerys dad because he sucked so hard he gave me the ick as well. Another things towards the end when the Abe got hit by a car…well this was just so unnecessary drama and cliché. I don’t know how many books I have read where exactly this towards the end happenes…I wasn’t a fan of this at all, though I have to say I liked the little switch in Teresa’s character (still hated her). And I was also not a fan of the epilogue I just hate epilogues that involves having kids ….I don’t liked this and I don’t want this. But I see why it was that way.
But what I loved was the whole concept, I love teacher/ student tropes and even if I don’t really liked cheating it was something I really enjoyed here. The whole dynamic between Abe and Emery was beautiful even if they both robbed me some nerves with their long on holding relationships hiding. Also their intimate scenes were absolutely my thing I enjoyed them immensely, they were smutty but not cheap and you absolutely could feel their love and passion for each other in there. The end felt a bit rushed tho, I mean they weren’t that long together and Abe already wanted to marry Emery? I mean it’s cute but it definitely felt too rushed…
All in all I’m really glad I read this story but I imagined it a bit differently. I would give it 4 stars but because I had a few things that didn’t really fit with me I will give it 3,5⭐️...more