Juansen Dizon Quotes

“i overthink.
i overlove.
i over feel.

i am the sea
or i am nothing.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“I hope you realize that every day is a fresh start for you. That every sunrise is a new chapter in your life waiting to be written.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“I am a strong believer that fate exists. That everything happens for a reason. That the people we have in our lives are in our lives without accident. There is always meaning. Explainable or unexplainable. There is no such thing as luck. We are all here for a purpose. All we have to do is believe.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“May 18, 2018

Some days I could fly and feel very happy. I record those days in my journal for I know that I will feel very sad again. And I need proof that I will be very happy again. Thankfully, I feel very happy tonight. Goodnight.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“Sunrise is the start of something beautiful: the day.
Sunset is the start of something beautiful: the night.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“I am the moon,
and sometimes I shine full in my dark,
and sometimes I shine half in my dark,
and sometimes I am the darkness myself.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“I whispered to my heart “Is everything meaningless?”

“It doesn’t really matter,” It smiled. “Nothing matters.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“Your mental health is more important than everything.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“Reveal to me everything you find ugly about yourself, so I can reveal to you everything I find beautiful about you.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“I am both self-destructive and self-loving.
Both seem very romantic to me.”
― juansen dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“I need to fall in love with a hopeless romantic. Someone who would tell me that my eyes are like the stars at night and how my morning bed hair looks like a windswept forest that dances whenever the sky cries every time the ocean quenches her thirst for love. Someone who believes in fate, destiny, and magic. Someone who believes that finding true love is a necessity to cope up with the sadness and agony that life brings. Someone who believes that I exist.”
― Juansen Dizon

“I'm going to die one day. And that fact alone should force me to live my life to the fullest. But I'm the opposite way around. I want to die because I am consistently eaten up by nothingness.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“People who don’t feel pain anymore are the most damaged.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“You & Me

I will always
be glad
for the moments
we’ve shared
and for the moments
we still have to share.

Waking up next to you
is a miracle:

Your skin; My skin
Your eyes; My eyes
Your hair; My fingers
Your paintings; My poems
Your piercings; My tattoos
Your overfeeling mind; My overthinking heart
Your fart in the middle of the night; My uncontainable laughter
Your soft yawn when you woke up;
My lips kissing your soul back to sleep;
My head on your chest;

Listening to the heart that taught me it’s okay to feel again.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“You will sad your way out of life.
You will cry.
You will scream.

And when the sadness is over.
You will try.
You will dream.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“I'm always sad even in times when I am happy. Is that weird? That I feel everything so deeply that even in happy moments I am sad because I am afraid that I'll never be happy for the same reason because I have already felt it? That I have ruined precious moments in life by feeling too much that those moments just turns into sad memories that I'll always look back to whenever I feel the need to remember what it's like to feel every time I feel absolutely nothing at all.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“I think of killing myself a lot, and it’s the worst feeling in the world.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“Sometimes, there comes a time when the universe just wants you to find all the love that you deserve inside the saddest parts of you. It is there where your healing will begin.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“Paint the stars and the moon
back into my night sky and tell
me it is okay to cry without asking
why.”
― Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower

“And all she loved, she loved with a little sadness in her heart.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“The strongest ones are the ones who have every reason to die but still live.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“the philosophical cure
to anxiety
is not optimism
but rather pessimism.

optimism says
“the world is beautiful
and there’s no reason to be sad.”

pessimism says
“look at all these countries
waging wars
let’s go get some ice cream
and just listen to some sad records.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“I have learned that feeling empty sometimes is okay. I’ve got to refill myself with something at some point. Art, love, solitude, random acts of kindness. I really don’t know, but that’s what makes being whole again so exciting.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“Self-Restoration

You will
heal not
in a way
that you
are acceptable
to other people.

You will
heal in a way
that you are acceptable
to yourself.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“stay alive
for you
may
save a life.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“Be soft. Be grateful. Anything that is healing doesn’t always glow.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“don’t work yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. give priority to your mental health. you are only a few steps away from completely losing your balance and breaking your mind. take one step back every time you take two steps forward. breathe. be mindful. see through life as it transpires moment by moment. learn when to rest. sleep is important. eating healthily is important. everything you do for the sake of your sanity is important. being kind to your mind is the best self-care there is. if there’s anything that’s lovely about you, it is your mind.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

“Healing is when you become something else, something better, and not something you were before.”
― Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction